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Suzanna Wong

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
+.+ b|oG b|oG b|oG +.+

EMO EMO EMO EMO
Fark this stupit emo!! Haiss... Why can't i stop being emo for once..
I'm tired..
Life has no meaning..
Ur not even there for me..
Was feeling really emo this morning cause of some stupit things, i shldn't even see nor even remember but i just can't help it.. What shld i do to really forget about it, the feeling is like cutting my own flesh..
Blood just drip and i felt numb... Damnit...
I reached school really late cause i didn't even intend to go school todae but what to do he can't accompany me so i have to go..
Arhh.. Everytime i wanted ue to be there for me but where the hell are ue??!!
I realised i was all alone from the very start till now especially when i'm feeling down..
It's all alone.. I came to realised..
Things never change..
Maybe i'm those unreasonable, ba dao and watever words ue can think of...
I'm lidat, a freaking unreasonable person but what makes me become lidat??!! I dono.. Perhaps my life in the past, school and stuff.. Everything that happens makes me become like a freak now..
Seriously i hated myself more then anyone else..
Still feeling emo right now and going thru some wasting time lesson..
So long then..

With ♥ From Suzanna [12:42 PM]




Saturday, November 18, 2006
+.+ Sad +.+

I'm feeling sad now..

Lost..

miss ue..

But what's the point..

All is lost..

Was about to cook my noodles, she woke up and started her nagging and scolding again.. Yaya i know i ate very little for dinner and just wanted to eat noodles do u have to make such a big deal.. Though ur scolding includes my bro so what?? Ur just indirectly just scolding me and not him..

BIAS!! BIAS!! BIAS!!

All this years its always been lidat, i thot i can just take ur words likely and forget it.. But i can't even till now.. Why isit so unfair too me... Why!!?? Everyone in the family ish lidat.. Is my birth a mistake!!?? When i care for ue all, did anyone remember? Nah, they only remb how great my bro was..

What's the point!!??

Life unfair right.. i know..

What's the point of having everything ue wanted, when all ue wanted was some love and concern..


How i wish i was sick all the time so that i get all the attention..

Really envy those kids who get's all the attention they want..

Thats's why i love gaming so much, totally make me feels alot better



No one knows.. It's been lidat all this years..

/cry

It's ok, i'll be fine after this.. xD





With ♥ From Suzanna [1:31 AM]




Wednesday, November 15, 2006
+.+ Candies +.+

Candies the word

If only someone buys me that much of candies,im a happy gurl..

*hint* wen ue heard it =x hee..

Cab ish the word when i'm going for Ms Ong lesson cause if ur late thats it.. Haven eaten my lunch, hungry ='(

Reached school to realise i needed to hand up my entrepreneurship project, yes but i thot is just only the summary of the survey as my grp leader has mentioned but it's more then that.. GG i thot, cause there are just 2 of us and we both looked blur, luckily my grp leader came and most important, she done it all but its kinda bad not letting us know before hand.. =(

I still remember asking her abt what we needed to hand up this week but anyway its over, till nxt presentation.. School has been really busy for me, school work getting more and more.. Needed to count 300 surveys @@ and sort everything into 5 category tats really wtf.. lol.. Worst of all we needed to sell batteries.. Damnit who's gona buy.. Any kind soul willing to help me buy??!! My classmates took like 8 boxes @@

After school headed to meet 1 Fat baddie *W.s.k*, decided to go Seoul Garden Yea *happi* cause im like freaking hungry.. lol.. When to meet him at Raffles and its like 14 stops to Woodlands.. @@ I bited his face again on the train and he ******.. ( Baddie ask me change) Its really OMG.. scare me but tat won't change the fact that i'll continue to bite.. haha im evil =x

Hair was really in a great mess and headed to buy some hair bands, tie it and head to Seoul Garden and ate quite long.

The fat baddie mess ard with the food all over, omg ue guys should have seen it.. I guess either the 1 clearing the tables or cleaning the dishes will be cursing us.. LOL..

Reached home still have to rush my project and what's worst when all the team mates given ue all the worng numbers, just managed to complete the graph.. Tml ftw.. Time to rest..

So long readers.. Update me ur bloggy, i have lost all of them.. Thanks..

Sleep Tight


With ♥ From Suzanna [1:20 AM]




Monday, November 13, 2006



Arhh.. I don't feels like going school again, suppose it cause im unable to get to sleep last nite....My teacher will most likely call my mum again and she's gona nag nag nag again.. 0.0 Have to fake sick again =x lol..
School ish boring as in very boring.. Sometimes going sch = rot till the teacher let ue off.. sianz and my brother is having holidae already, WTF nt fair =( his holidae till nxt yr.. ='( mine will only starts on the dec 18 and i don't really see it as a holidae cause there are 2 major project on hand needed to hand up on march *cry*
Im just waiting for march and im totally free from that stupit school... hehex..
Hoping that we don't have to keep quarrel, its really very tiring and im sometimes im really sick of gaming at home.. Really no life oR? I prefer to go out then face the com and BG BG BG BG to get that damn rank, can i hire a china farmer to do it =x

Im reali been feedingz for my dota, its like omg sad.. c la too much of wow-ing and wow-ing and now its feedingzz..
Till my mum my teacher calls, im off too bed..


With ♥ From Suzanna [10:16 AM]




Sunday, November 12, 2006
+.+ Enough Is Enough +.+

WHY!!?? WHY!!?? WHY!!??

When i really needed someone esp ue to company me out but wad reasons do i always get?? Im sick of it.. SICK!! The day before we planed something but in the end its ur excuses again!!!
Im tired.. Reali.. It's always cause Jb they all wanne go out then we get to meet up!! Yaya maybe im just so unreasonable but that's me.. You know how i wanted to go out cause i had some stupit quarrel with my mum and its so farking irrating.. I guess ur the same like anyone else who doesn't understand me..

I just doesn't wanne go out anyhow.. Im tired..

Why Can't Someone Understand My Needs

With ♥ From Suzanna [5:05 PM]